Undisclosed feelings,
is to open caskets;
Smile the pain away,
I'm exhausted trying to mask it;
Alcohol and nyquil,
Just so I can doze off;
Poetry's the only remedy,
When thoughts of hurting me
wants to go off;
3 am thoughts I'm lying here,
Trying to bargain with the devil;
Coz if I end my life here,
No way I'm getting into heaven;
Trying to find my purpose,
In this seemingly meaningless life;
To keep running in this tunnel,
before I end up seeing the light;
Sidekick 2 flashbacks as I type here,
same situation;
I just hope to God,
that this path leads to the same destination;
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 3:19 AM UTC
Undisclosed feelings,
is to open caskets;
Smile the pain away,
I'm exhausted trying to mask it;
Alcohol and nyquil,
Just so I can doze off;
Poetry's the only remedy,
When thoughts of hurting me
wants to go off;
3 am thoughts I'm lying here,
Trying to bargain with the devil;
Coz if I end my life here,
No way I'm getting into heaven;
Trying to find my purpose,
In this seemingly meaningless life;
To keep running in this tunnel,
before I end up seeing the light;
Sidekick 2 flashbacks as I type here,
same situation;
I just hope to God,
that this path leads to the same destination;