for a moment
it feels as though the urgent heaviness
of my breath were pushing
pulling at the boughs of bright dead
leaves
and then I realize
that it is only the wind
I begin to shake with dry
laughter at the absurdity
of my thoughts
catch my reflection in a puddle
at my feet
my eyes are terrifying
i mean terrified
trees break through the ground
all around me, reaching climbing
endlessly upward as
towering neuronal bodies
erected as extensions of the earth’s wild head and the earth
becomes an extension
of my being
i cannot seem to control this
but that is all I wish to do
i am crushed by my impermanence
yet I flee to its consequence
planning my ascension
to ascend as a tree
my bones a relic of everything
i was
trees break through the ground
i think the ground is shaking
but it is only my limbs
half-barren treetops mock me
dendritic and unpredictable
phrenic and phrenetic
reflecting body and mind
at every level:
nerves and neurons branch out
to relay messages
of pain agony suffering
phalangeal forms diverge
From a hand
limb and head from abdomen
dendrite from soma cell body
a symmetry to which
there is no end.
for a moment
it feels as though the urgent heaviness
of my breath were pushing
pulling at the boughs of bright dead
leaves
and then I realize
that it is only the wind.
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 12:05 PM UTC
for a moment
it feels as though the urgent heaviness
of my breath were pushing
pulling at the boughs of bright dead
leaves
and then I realize
that it is only the wind
I begin to shake with dry
laughter at the absurdity
of my thoughts
catch my reflection in a puddle
at my feet
my eyes are terrifying
i mean terrified
trees break through the ground
all around me, reaching climbing
endlessly upward as
towering neuronal bodies
erected as extensions of the earth’s wild head and the earth
becomes an extension
of my being
i cannot seem to control this
but that is all I wish to do
i am crushed by my impermanence
yet I flee to its consequence
planning my ascension
to ascend as a tree
my bones a relic of everything
i was
trees break through the ground
i think the ground is shaking
but it is only my limbs
half-barren treetops mock me
dendritic and unpredictable
phrenic and phrenetic
reflecting body and mind
at every level:
nerves and neurons branch out
to relay messages
of pain agony suffering
phalangeal forms diverge
From a hand
limb and head from abdomen
dendrite from soma cell body
a symmetry to which
there is no end.
for a moment
it feels as though the urgent heaviness
of my breath were pushing
pulling at the boughs of bright dead
leaves
and then I realize
that it is only the wind.