I look at you and become selfish and upset
You probably look at me and wonder why?
If you only knew what was deep inside
Then there will be no reason for wondering
I have a soft exterior with a rock solid interior
Though the interior is solid it gets a bit soft
I have feelings and emotions that I want to share with you
But I feel that there is no need
I read those words of wisdom
That say don't miss the chance to say what you feel
In some cases, some feelings are better left unsaid
I'm writing this not to tell you how I feel
I'm writing this to ease my heart
To ease the pain and suffering
That I dealt with for some time
Like I said I look at you
I feel selfish and upset
This time I will tell you
When I'm with you I feel whole inside
I have no worries or fears
All my sadness is gone and all I feel is happiness
I find enjoyment in all the time I spend with you
From the funny jokes to the sad talks
Every moment with you is worth it
You probably wonder then why are you upset
Well this is why
Were just friends
Friendship is important to all of us
But when it comes to you I wish it was more than that
I wanted to be with you
I don't ever want to not have you by my side
I want to take you everywhere with me
To wake up to you
I always wonder what is it like to kiss your lips
To feel your soft body on mines, not sexually but romantically
What is it like to hold your hand to hug you close
To protect you
People see us and say we look great together
I look at us and I know we are great together
When people ask where I am
Nine times out of ten I'm with you
Its funny how we do similar thing couples do
But were not even near being a couple
Its true
Yes, you are my friend
And some relationships can stem from that
Yes, you are my friend
And I rather have you some way then no way
But in my mind you are more than that
You are my center, my balance
You are the ying to my yang
The peanut to my jelly
All those clique things they say when people complete each other
I guess what I really want to say to you
Is that I love you and wish to be with you
But I'm one of the fortunate, unfortunates
I have a best friend, who is you
But that's all well be
Just friends.
I'm not really upset as I write this
I'm not even bitter
I guess I don't want things to change between us
But I know it will
I get upset for the fact that you're not appreciated
That guys hurt you and not know your worth
I remember when you fear being alone
That you are part of the curse
As I told you before
I won't let it happen
If you were to ever read this don't look at me different
Try not to act differently
Just know that you have a friend that deeply cares about you
And that friend will be there forever
To make sure you're always okay
Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 2:14 PM UTC
I look at you and become selfish and upset
You probably look at me and wonder why?
If you only knew what was deep inside
Then there will be no reason for wondering
I have a soft exterior with a rock solid interior
Though the interior is solid it gets a bit soft
I have feelings and emotions that I want to share with you
But I feel that there is no need
I read those words of wisdom
That say don't miss the chance to say what you feel
In some cases, some feelings are better left unsaid
I'm writing this not to tell you how I feel
I'm writing this to ease my heart
To ease the pain and suffering
That I dealt with for some time
Like I said I look at you
I feel selfish and upset
This time I will tell you
When I'm with you I feel whole inside
I have no worries or fears
All my sadness is gone and all I feel is happiness
I find enjoyment in all the time I spend with you
From the funny jokes to the sad talks
Every moment with you is worth it
You probably wonder then why are you upset
Well this is why
Were just friends
Friendship is important to all of us
But when it comes to you I wish it was more than that
I wanted to be with you
I don't ever want to not have you by my side
I want to take you everywhere with me
To wake up to you
I always wonder what is it like to kiss your lips
To feel your soft body on mines, not sexually but romantically
What is it like to hold your hand to hug you close
To protect you
People see us and say we look great together
I look at us and I know we are great together
When people ask where I am
Nine times out of ten I'm with you
Its funny how we do similar thing couples do
But were not even near being a couple
Its true
Yes, you are my friend
And some relationships can stem from that
Yes, you are my friend
And I rather have you some way then no way
But in my mind you are more than that
You are my center, my balance
You are the ying to my yang
The peanut to my jelly
All those clique things they say when people complete each other
I guess what I really want to say to you
Is that I love you and wish to be with you
But I'm one of the fortunate, unfortunates
I have a best friend, who is you
But that's all well be
Just friends.
I'm not really upset as I write this
I'm not even bitter
I guess I don't want things to change between us
But I know it will
I get upset for the fact that you're not appreciated
That guys hurt you and not know your worth
I remember when you fear being alone
That you are part of the curse
As I told you before
I won't let it happen
If you were to ever read this don't look at me different
Try not to act differently
Just know that you have a friend that deeply cares about you
And that friend will be there forever
To make sure you're always okay
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