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I'm having the same fear again But yet I don't wanna be comforted I'm experiencing the same thing again But yet I don't want you to see me uncollected I'm having the same heavy breathings again But yet I don't want you to know how I am unhealed I'm having the same dreams again But yet I don't want to tell you in those dreams you visited I'm standing on the same spot again But yet I don't want to inform you that even a little I didn't moved I'm having ghosts of my feelings again But yet I want to show you to forget is what I tried It's ******** ******** that I'm in the same mess It's ******** ******** that I'm in the same madness It's ******** ******** that I have the same tears! It's ******** ******** that now I'm looking for the same beer! Do you know how? How hard is it not to think of you? Do you know how? How I tried to tell my heart not to beat for you? Do you know how? How I'm trying to get you off my mind? Do you know how? How I'm doing my best not to see you in the crowd? Do you know how? How hard I tried to ignore the fact that I miss you? Do you know how? How it hurts to force myself not to love you.
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Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 7:53 AM UTC
Not to Love You
I'm having the same fear again But yet I don't wanna be comforted I'm experiencing the same thing again But yet I don't want you to see me uncollected I'm having the same heavy breathings again But yet I don't want you to know how I am unhealed I'm having the same dreams again But yet I don't want to tell you in those dreams you visited I'm standing on the same spot again But yet I don't want to inform you that even a little I didn't moved I'm having ghosts of my feelings again But yet I want to show you to forget is what I tried It's ******** ******** that I'm in the same mess It's ******** ******** that I'm in the same madness It's ******** ******** that I have the same tears! It's ******** ******** that now I'm looking for the same beer! Do you know how? How hard is it not to think of you? Do you know how? How I tried to tell my heart not to beat for you? Do you know how? How I'm trying to get you off my mind? Do you know how? How I'm doing my best not to see you in the crowd? Do you know how? How hard I tried to ignore the fact that I miss you? Do you know how? How it hurts to force myself not to love you.
When you're trying so hard but it's not enough to make the feelings disappear.
#not#to#love#you
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tiaqzn
28/F/Philippines
Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 7:53 AM UTC
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