grow thicker skin
like us
they say
also...
calm down
snap out of it
and let it go
advice
from friends
who seem to think
I'm someone else
they love him
this someone else
they've painted
this potential me
created in their image
while the flesh me
fails to explain
the experience
of this pulsing
straightjacketed
brain
the drop of errant blood
that pollutes the rest
what it's like
treading water with
concrete shoes
and how I tiptoe
like a cat burglar
around double helix
spiral staircases
trying to avoid
the mischievous child
who hides in dark corners
lobbing sticks of dynamite
in my path
I explain all this
but they are not appeased
they trumpet laughter
through their scaly trunks
I turn and walk
out the door into
my daily hailstorm
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Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 12:52 PM UTC
grow thicker skin
like us
they say
also...
calm down
snap out of it
and let it go
advice
from friends
who seem to think
I'm someone else
they love him
this someone else
they've painted
this potential me
created in their image
while the flesh me
fails to explain
the experience
of this pulsing
straightjacketed
brain
the drop of errant blood
that pollutes the rest
what it's like
treading water with
concrete shoes
and how I tiptoe
like a cat burglar
around double helix
spiral staircases
trying to avoid
the mischievous child
who hides in dark corners
lobbing sticks of dynamite
in my path
I explain all this
but they are not appeased
they trumpet laughter
through their scaly trunks
I turn and walk
out the door into
my daily hailstorm
unprotected