Talking
It use to be so simple
Yet now it’s all a blur
Rushing and hammering in my head
Fear strikes out
As words hold tight
My throat clenches as sadness jerks
And yet nothing comes out
I want to say so many things
But the thought that you might reject
Turns me into a statue
Begging to be released
So I sit there silent
Hoping that I can muster the courage
Hoping that I get through
Hoping to break down this fear
I hold back tears
Wishing that something would happen
Wishing that something would come out
Hoping that the words just break free
I’m in a corner now
It’s either speak or be forgotten
And I fear it will be the latter
For nothing will escape this cage
Pleading and beaconing
The words tangle up
Getting stuck in my throat
As the rush all at once
Will they ever be free?
Only time will tell
But I fear that time
Is one thing I don’t have
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 11:54 PM UTC
Talking
It use to be so simple
Yet now it’s all a blur
Rushing and hammering in my head
Fear strikes out
As words hold tight
My throat clenches as sadness jerks
And yet nothing comes out
I want to say so many things
But the thought that you might reject
Turns me into a statue
Begging to be released
So I sit there silent
Hoping that I can muster the courage
Hoping that I get through
Hoping to break down this fear
I hold back tears
Wishing that something would happen
Wishing that something would come out
Hoping that the words just break free
I’m in a corner now
It’s either speak or be forgotten
And I fear it will be the latter
For nothing will escape this cage
Pleading and beaconing
The words tangle up
Getting stuck in my throat
As the rush all at once
Will they ever be free?
Only time will tell
But I fear that time
Is one thing I don’t have
