**** and alcohol are there
They keep me stabilized
No one knows
It’s my vice right now
I’m drunk writing this
Slurring my words
I may seem fine externally
Internally I’m screaming
I got to pretend
You can’t know how I feel
You won’t let me drink
But it really helps
Maybe that’s bad
But to me it feels amazing
You don’t understand
Just let me have this
At least until I get help
Maybe I’ll get better
I know his doesn’t make sense
It was just a rant
**** it, I don’t care
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 10:25 PM UTC
**** and alcohol are there
They keep me stabilized
No one knows
It’s my vice right now
I’m drunk writing this
Slurring my words
I may seem fine externally
Internally I’m screaming
I got to pretend
You can’t know how I feel
You won’t let me drink
But it really helps
Maybe that’s bad
But to me it feels amazing
You don’t understand
Just let me have this
At least until I get help
Maybe I’ll get better
I know his doesn’t make sense
It was just a rant
**** it, I don’t care