I would never tell anyone i'm busy
If missing you was easy
If you're asking how i feel
I don't feel like i'm real
With pains i deal
My mind is what they steal
Trying to be strong
Acting like nothing's wrong
But when i close my room's door
I don't feel free behind it anymore
My knees get weaker
And my heart beats quicker
Laying on the floor
Keep thinking more and more
Closing my eyes smelling death
Crying till barely breathe
I want to shout
A word won't come out
Getting drowned in silence
Hearing the voices loudness
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 8:45 PM UTC
I would never tell anyone i'm busy
If missing you was easy
If you're asking how i feel
I don't feel like i'm real
With pains i deal
My mind is what they steal
Trying to be strong
Acting like nothing's wrong
But when i close my room's door
I don't feel free behind it anymore
My knees get weaker
And my heart beats quicker
Laying on the floor
Keep thinking more and more
Closing my eyes smelling death
Crying till barely breathe
I want to shout
A word won't come out
Getting drowned in silence
Hearing the voices loudness
