dear
Little Thing
nestled between
two hearts
mine and his
Little Leech
latched on tight in
a valiant effort to exist
a white stick told me
You weren’t here
but Dearest
I can’t help but wonder
after three more weeks
if I’ve been lied to
again
dear Little Thing
I don’t believe
in bibles or gods
of any sort
but
I pray every night
because
I hope You aren’t here
hope the thought of You
is nothing but
the thought of an
imaginary fear
hope that You’re still caught
somewhere between
the sharp smell
of this winter air
and lullaby
and the desperate fantasy
of a happy pair
who dreams of Your coming
and awaits You with delight
and open arms
dear Little Thing,
if You can hear me…
my arms are strong
but not enough for
both of us
____
dearest Little Thing,
if You exist
somewhere cocooned
between heartbeats
and ribcage bones
and the magnetism pulling
two bodies together
please
Dearest
please know
I love You more
than anything else
already but
I love You enough to know
I cannot give you what you need
I love You enough to know
You’re better off anywhere but here
please
dear
Little Thing,
please find some way
to disappear
and reemerge
inside someone who could
want You
more than me
Nov 25, 2012
Nov 25, 2012 at 5:11 AM UTC
dear
Little Thing
nestled between
two hearts
mine and his
Little Leech
latched on tight in
a valiant effort to exist
a white stick told me
You weren’t here
but Dearest
I can’t help but wonder
after three more weeks
if I’ve been lied to
again
dear Little Thing
I don’t believe
in bibles or gods
of any sort
but
I pray every night
because
I hope You aren’t here
hope the thought of You
is nothing but
the thought of an
imaginary fear
hope that You’re still caught
somewhere between
the sharp smell
of this winter air
and lullaby
and the desperate fantasy
of a happy pair
who dreams of Your coming
and awaits You with delight
and open arms
dear Little Thing,
if You can hear me…
my arms are strong
but not enough for
both of us
____
dearest Little Thing,
if You exist
somewhere cocooned
between heartbeats
and ribcage bones
and the magnetism pulling
two bodies together
please
Dearest
please know
I love You more
than anything else
already but
I love You enough to know
I cannot give you what you need
I love You enough to know
You’re better off anywhere but here
please
dear
Little Thing,
please find some way
to disappear
and reemerge
inside someone who could
want You
more than me
©2012 Courtney Perry
