i arrive
fragmentary trajectories
polyvocal mass
burning assemblage of resentment
walking to the kitchen to grab an apple
leave me alone
i lock the door
i eat my apple
i feel no guilt
panoptic father
you know
we tried
with the counter
the indexical signs of worth
the grade average
you let fall
three years is too long
to watch the same ********
repeat
to provide multiple outs
you didn’t want
except the one who was
never enough
i’m done with feeling
anything.
Jul 8, 2018
Jul 8, 2018 at 1:44 AM UTC
i arrive
fragmentary trajectories
polyvocal mass
burning assemblage of resentment
walking to the kitchen to grab an apple
leave me alone
i lock the door
i eat my apple
i feel no guilt
panoptic father
you know
we tried
with the counter
the indexical signs of worth
the grade average
you let fall
three years is too long
to watch the same ********
repeat
to provide multiple outs
you didn’t want
except the one who was
never enough
i’m done with feeling
anything.
if we’re never enough for you
maybe you should find somebody else.
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