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I have always lived Deep inside my head, I have only ever been A visitor in this reality, My mind's eye resides Within a multiverse-- Universes and Dimensions That coexist separately Alongside this numbing reality -- Through all of the beautiful, Messy chaos, I see With an extraordinary vision And clarity. I suffer with P.T.S.D, O.C.D, Panic Disorder And Depression; A Chemical Imbalance Causing Severe Anxiety. This is my identity In this, here, cold, numbing world; These are the reasons For my vulnerability. A gift, or a curse... To live inside my head? To see beyond what my eyes see... To be able to escape Deep inside my mind, Slowly stripping away reality.... Watching it slowly, but surely, shed? In my head My mind is entrenched, Time is nonexistent As is limitation... I validate theories Using frequencies, Vibrations, colours, numbers Intuition and telepathy. Only whilst visiting reality Do I ever feel detachment, Disorientation, depersonalisation, Derealisation and dissociation --Otherwise known as Debilitating Anxiety. By Lady R.F. (C)2018
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Jun 28, 2018
Jun 28, 2018 at 4:11 AM UTC
Chemical Imbalance
I have always lived Deep inside my head, I have only ever been A visitor in this reality, My mind's eye resides Within a multiverse-- Universes and Dimensions That coexist separately Alongside this numbing reality -- Through all of the beautiful, Messy chaos, I see With an extraordinary vision And clarity. I suffer with P.T.S.D, O.C.D, Panic Disorder And Depression; A Chemical Imbalance Causing Severe Anxiety. This is my identity In this, here, cold, numbing world; These are the reasons For my vulnerability. A gift, or a curse... To live inside my head? To see beyond what my eyes see... To be able to escape Deep inside my mind, Slowly stripping away reality.... Watching it slowly, but surely, shed? In my head My mind is entrenched, Time is nonexistent As is limitation... I validate theories Using frequencies, Vibrations, colours, numbers Intuition and telepathy. Only whilst visiting reality Do I ever feel detachment, Disorientation, depersonalisation, Derealisation and dissociation --Otherwise known as Debilitating Anxiety. By Lady R.F. (C)2018
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Jun 28, 2018
Jun 28, 2018 at 4:11 AM UTC
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