Do You Love Me?

robert-guerrero Poems

If so how much? Would you die for me? Would you put down the drugs? Would you answer my questions? Would you answer them truthfully? Do you love me? I dont know why I ask You cant hear me Your dead to me You died when you walked away Leaving me in soiled diapers Hungry and crying How else am I suppose to feel? Why did you do it? Was it easy? When were you goiong to comeback? Do you love me? Or are you just bullshiting me? Whats the point of this? Always feeling ander and hate Pain is the reasons for them Because Im still that lost kid Still looking for his mother But she's passed out on the couch Did you try to quit? Did you really want me? Was I even important? Do you know anything about me? What were you thinking? Were you thinking at all? Your nothing to me now Just the woman who gave me life I dont have to love you Or waste my time with you You dont know me And I dont care to learn anymore about you Do you love me? Did you ever? Is my father my real father? Did you decieve him as well? What did I ever do to you? Is my life worth living as your son? You lied to me You decieved my siblings You tainted my world And ruined my heart Im sick of you So for once tell me the truth No more questions Because I know you wont answer them Your pathetic you know that You dont love and never did So why bother Thinking about you everyday?