I have grown
accustomed to a certain
way of existing.
because
you have somehow sprouted
around my weary heart like lush ivy.
twisting,
turning,
intertwining,
knotting yourself up into
even the most solitary of shadows.
and gripping on so tightly,
that sometimes I remember it's the reason
why it gets so hard to breathe
when I think of you.
and
you no longer are separate from
myself.
you have grown onto me
in a way no one ever has before. you hold
such a powerful grip
over the feebleness
that has aged on the edges
of my soul.
and
it doesn't matter if you
want me or not,
for I have grown an unlikely habit
of holding you in my heart.
and I am not accustomed to
letting you go
Because separating even an inch
of you away from me could cause a
mental breakdown.
I am not accustomed to
loving anyone else.
you have become my whole reason to live,
and I am
irrevocably in love with you,
Only you
you are a habit
I just can't let go of
Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 5:39 PM UTC
I have grown
accustomed to a certain
way of existing.
because
you have somehow sprouted
around my weary heart like lush ivy.
twisting,
turning,
intertwining,
knotting yourself up into
even the most solitary of shadows.
and gripping on so tightly,
that sometimes I remember it's the reason
why it gets so hard to breathe
when I think of you.
and
you no longer are separate from
myself.
you have grown onto me
in a way no one ever has before. you hold
such a powerful grip
over the feebleness
that has aged on the edges
of my soul.
and
it doesn't matter if you
want me or not,
for I have grown an unlikely habit
of holding you in my heart.
and I am not accustomed to
letting you go
Because separating even an inch
of you away from me could cause a
mental breakdown.
I am not accustomed to
loving anyone else.
you have become my whole reason to live,
and I am
irrevocably in love with you,
Only you
you are a habit
I just can't let go of
