I wont be able to show
My love to anyone
But people do not respect that
They think i do it just for fun
They think im just hormonal
They believe i am a source of stress
When stress never defined me
That when they say it, i love them less
Maybe i am heartless
Maybe i do burn
So when i fall or stumble
No one ever seems concerned
They say im hard to deal with
They say im a burden too
Like im a heavy weight they carry
That theres nothing they can do
Theyve taken me to doctors
To them, thats so extremely bad
“the others arent like you”
Like im the worst theyve ever had
I live in a puzzle of roses
With the prodigy child, the wise and the sweet
I try to fit myself in the picture
And hopelessly, i drown in defeat
I try to think more about it
Ive read books, been to lectures too
But somehow all that is overlooked
And my anger only grew
They look at me with fear
As if i carry a gun wherever i go
They believe my heart is nothing
But a stone thats as cold as snow
Red velvet, scarlet, ruby
Garnet and cherry red
Colors that overwhelm my brain
Colors i imprint in my head
I never seem to match
A single shade that is close to theirs
I wear a completely different color
With which, they arent willing to bear
In my eyes,
Im as white as an elegant goose
In their eyes, im as dark as ever
To symbolize how “my purity,
Was never mine to lose”
Roses have gorgeous petals
Their appearance always good as new
Although thorns have their good features
They have bad ones too
They bear a weight on their stems
An unwanted feature resting there
although these roses are pretty
That one feature, they hate to wear
The frown i wear on my face these days
Is one i have never worn
Its due to the undebatable fact
That every rose has its thorn
So please call me L.A.W.N
And do not see me as white and pure
For people think im a burden
A disease that has no cure
Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 1:18 AM UTC
I wont be able to show
My love to anyone
But people do not respect that
They think i do it just for fun
They think im just hormonal
They believe i am a source of stress
When stress never defined me
That when they say it, i love them less
Maybe i am heartless
Maybe i do burn
So when i fall or stumble
No one ever seems concerned
They say im hard to deal with
They say im a burden too
Like im a heavy weight they carry
That theres nothing they can do
Theyve taken me to doctors
To them, thats so extremely bad
“the others arent like you”
Like im the worst theyve ever had
I live in a puzzle of roses
With the prodigy child, the wise and the sweet
I try to fit myself in the picture
And hopelessly, i drown in defeat
I try to think more about it
Ive read books, been to lectures too
But somehow all that is overlooked
And my anger only grew
They look at me with fear
As if i carry a gun wherever i go
They believe my heart is nothing
But a stone thats as cold as snow
Red velvet, scarlet, ruby
Garnet and cherry red
Colors that overwhelm my brain
Colors i imprint in my head
I never seem to match
A single shade that is close to theirs
I wear a completely different color
With which, they arent willing to bear
In my eyes,
Im as white as an elegant goose
In their eyes, im as dark as ever
To symbolize how “my purity,
Was never mine to lose”
Roses have gorgeous petals
Their appearance always good as new
Although thorns have their good features
They have bad ones too
They bear a weight on their stems
An unwanted feature resting there
although these roses are pretty
That one feature, they hate to wear
The frown i wear on my face these days
Is one i have never worn
Its due to the undebatable fact
That every rose has its thorn
So please call me L.A.W.N
And do not see me as white and pure
For people think im a burden
A disease that has no cure