it starts off
right in the core of my heart
it spreads
numbingly quick
i start to lose my senses
vision blurry
fingertips numb
ears quiet
and mind empty
my awareness is reduced to
not solitude,
but rather
isolation.
my body loses warmth
my heartbeat slows down
i start shivering
and then the pain starts
from feeling nothing
to absolutely everything
the pain washes over every inch of my skin
and i feel it sting my eyes
my tears escape and i start to shake
my hands
my body
my soul
everything is crashing around me
but i dont make a sound
i lay here
quiet
i lay here
broken
i lay here
lonely.
Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 5:27 AM UTC
it starts off
right in the core of my heart
it spreads
numbingly quick
i start to lose my senses
vision blurry
fingertips numb
ears quiet
and mind empty
my awareness is reduced to
not solitude,
but rather
isolation.
my body loses warmth
my heartbeat slows down
i start shivering
and then the pain starts
from feeling nothing
to absolutely everything
the pain washes over every inch of my skin
and i feel it sting my eyes
my tears escape and i start to shake
my hands
my body
my soul
everything is crashing around me
but i dont make a sound
i lay here
quiet
i lay here
broken
i lay here
lonely.
not poetry, just experiences
