i can't swim
numb nights
i lie awake
while the world rest asleep
tears softly drop
aching me
gagging me
i can't distract my ears
my eyes
my hands
it's too late to draw
run
work
torture myself with pictures
and replay the slowest of songs
my heart lay numb
because a broken heart
will only become more broke
i picture you in my mind
my chest heaves
and my throat clenches tighter
jealousy anger fear
i cannot feel your touch on my skin anymore
hiding under the covers
the monsters still claw from under
over
within
i will never escape
i'm not drowning
i just don't know how to swim.
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 7:22 PM UTC
i can't swim
numb nights
i lie awake
while the world rest asleep
tears softly drop
aching me
gagging me
i can't distract my ears
my eyes
my hands
it's too late to draw
run
work
torture myself with pictures
and replay the slowest of songs
my heart lay numb
because a broken heart
will only become more broke
i picture you in my mind
my chest heaves
and my throat clenches tighter
jealousy anger fear
i cannot feel your touch on my skin anymore
hiding under the covers
the monsters still claw from under
over
within
i will never escape
i'm not drowning
i just don't know how to swim.
