completely shattered
the waves continue to crash down
i lift my head up
but air never comes
my lungs are burning
my body, weak and shivering
i try to speak
but all that exits are screams
i gag my mouth
i pull my hair
i scratch my skin
anything to make the pain stop
your words, they linger
although i knew they were all in rage
they don't go away
"i ******* hate you"
they circle in my head
becoming bigger with every orbit
so big till they drown me
swallow me whole
i become them
im just a fragment of who i used to be
ive become what youve told me i am
and with every fight
i lose a little bit of myself even more
will i disappear?
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 6:24 AM UTC
completely shattered
the waves continue to crash down
i lift my head up
but air never comes
my lungs are burning
my body, weak and shivering
i try to speak
but all that exits are screams
i gag my mouth
i pull my hair
i scratch my skin
anything to make the pain stop
your words, they linger
although i knew they were all in rage
they don't go away
"i ******* hate you"
they circle in my head
becoming bigger with every orbit
so big till they drown me
swallow me whole
i become them
im just a fragment of who i used to be
ive become what youve told me i am
and with every fight
i lose a little bit of myself even more
will i disappear?
