You wonder why I cover my heart
With a shawl so heavy and thick.
You don’t even understand how impenetrable
It is.
You wish I’d take off this mask
So you could see my soul.
See the pain
The hurt
The anger
The shame.
If I removed my veil
What would you do with what you saw?
Would you laugh?
Would you sigh?
Would you try to help?
I didn’t want to find out
What reaction you would have.
I held everything in.
You thought you knew how to bottle things up.
Honey I invented the cork.
You thought you knew how to hide.
Sorry to break it to you dearest,
But blackout shades?
That idea was mine.
You weren’t about to get in.
I had it all on lock.
Held tight like Fort Knox.
Until
I didn’t.
The windshield cracked
There was a slit in my shades.
A leak in the cork.
The mask
It fell.
I broke down.
You broke in.
And now I no longer wonder
What you would say if I spilled.
And I know for sure,
Thanks to you,
That I’ll never slip up again.
Oct 27, 2012
Oct 27, 2012 at 11:16 AM UTC
You wonder why I cover my heart
With a shawl so heavy and thick.
You don’t even understand how impenetrable
It is.
You wish I’d take off this mask
So you could see my soul.
See the pain
The hurt
The anger
The shame.
If I removed my veil
What would you do with what you saw?
Would you laugh?
Would you sigh?
Would you try to help?
I didn’t want to find out
What reaction you would have.
I held everything in.
You thought you knew how to bottle things up.
Honey I invented the cork.
You thought you knew how to hide.
Sorry to break it to you dearest,
But blackout shades?
That idea was mine.
You weren’t about to get in.
I had it all on lock.
Held tight like Fort Knox.
Until
I didn’t.
The windshield cracked
There was a slit in my shades.
A leak in the cork.
The mask
It fell.
I broke down.
You broke in.
And now I no longer wonder
What you would say if I spilled.
And I know for sure,
Thanks to you,
That I’ll never slip up again.
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