This cruelty of human nature
Love gives us both strength and weakness
Even though it is simple
It is difficult
Layers and layers of skin as we peel off the onion, tears well up in our eyes
The more we reveal, the more vulnerable we get
As your heart and mind tries to speak at the same time, words come out all wrong
It wasn’t a game for losers and winners
But a bet with the heart
Nobody wants to get hurt
Maybe I should’ve put my walls down
Maybe you were right,
you may not be the one for me
that I would have acted like I care
I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you, alas not what I wanted
What if I always knew you are what I want, and what I need? But so afraid that you’ll let me down
If you could just see that it was because I am not confident that you wouldn’t give up on me
Maybe it wasn’t fair that you weren’t able to prove to me because I didn’t tell you
Likewise, I wanted to see by myself if I am someone who can make you fight
But maybe deep down, you couldn’t or it’s just my own stupidity to not allow myself to risk this heart
Maybe it’s too late to regret now
It breaks me to see that I’ve made you think I am someone which you knew I aren’t
In all hopelessness, I am willing to fight but if I fail, I just hope that we can give this friendship a chance and then you’ll be convinced again that you weren’t wrong about how you felt about me at the start
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 8:20 AM UTC
This cruelty of human nature
Love gives us both strength and weakness
Even though it is simple
It is difficult
Layers and layers of skin as we peel off the onion, tears well up in our eyes
The more we reveal, the more vulnerable we get
As your heart and mind tries to speak at the same time, words come out all wrong
It wasn’t a game for losers and winners
But a bet with the heart
Nobody wants to get hurt
Maybe I should’ve put my walls down
Maybe you were right,
you may not be the one for me
that I would have acted like I care
I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you, alas not what I wanted
What if I always knew you are what I want, and what I need? But so afraid that you’ll let me down
If you could just see that it was because I am not confident that you wouldn’t give up on me
Maybe it wasn’t fair that you weren’t able to prove to me because I didn’t tell you
Likewise, I wanted to see by myself if I am someone who can make you fight
But maybe deep down, you couldn’t or it’s just my own stupidity to not allow myself to risk this heart
Maybe it’s too late to regret now
It breaks me to see that I’ve made you think I am someone which you knew I aren’t
In all hopelessness, I am willing to fight but if I fail, I just hope that we can give this friendship a chance and then you’ll be convinced again that you weren’t wrong about how you felt about me at the start
