I'm done with you controlling me
Or telling me I'm not good enough
I'm done with you only letting me see
Things in me that make my self esteem so rough
I have tried with all my heart
To convince myself that I'm fine
But with you here, I can't set myself apart
It seems I'm running out of time
I wish you would leave
And never come back
I wish I would've never believed
You telling me the things I lack
I am trying so hard
To not care about what you say
I have made it so far
But I just want to give up some days
Here I am in recovery
Doing what I can
Working on this discovery
To fight for who I really am
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 12:51 PM UTC
I'm done with you controlling me
Or telling me I'm not good enough
I'm done with you only letting me see
Things in me that make my self esteem so rough
I have tried with all my heart
To convince myself that I'm fine
But with you here, I can't set myself apart
It seems I'm running out of time
I wish you would leave
And never come back
I wish I would've never believed
You telling me the things I lack
I am trying so hard
To not care about what you say
I have made it so far
But I just want to give up some days
Here I am in recovery
Doing what I can
Working on this discovery
To fight for who I really am
I wrote this while in rehab and I'm pretty proud of it