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I’ve never seen you look at me with the loving look that you should give your daughter I’m always in the back never to be seen to be heard never to be thought of With headphones in my ears I push out the sound of your voice I drain out the sarcasm and hurt With the beat of music Never was a genuine smile from you No words of encouragement No heartfelt “I love you” Never even a decent conversation Couldn’t pay for small things that I wanted never even thought about my birthdays or holidays with me In a Dark spot I wait to see you Yet you’re never there at the end Always Mom grandma sister Never is you, Dad You’ve never done anything for me that was heartfelt never tried to strike up a conversation with me never even tried to genuinely spend time with me My feelings for you always be love but is slowly being consumed by emptiness The man shaped hole in my heart will never be repaired because you’ll never make an effort to stitch it back up would you at least try to make an effort all I’m asking What I really want is for you to just look at me
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Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 1:45 AM UTC
Look At Me
I’ve never seen you look at me with the loving look that you should give your daughter I’m always in the back never to be seen to be heard never to be thought of With headphones in my ears I push out the sound of your voice I drain out the sarcasm and hurt With the beat of music Never was a genuine smile from you No words of encouragement No heartfelt “I love you” Never even a decent conversation Couldn’t pay for small things that I wanted never even thought about my birthdays or holidays with me In a Dark spot I wait to see you Yet you’re never there at the end Always Mom grandma sister Never is you, Dad You’ve never done anything for me that was heartfelt never tried to strike up a conversation with me never even tried to genuinely spend time with me My feelings for you always be love but is slowly being consumed by emptiness The man shaped hole in my heart will never be repaired because you’ll never make an effort to stitch it back up would you at least try to make an effort all I’m asking What I really want is for you to just look at me
#abandonment#father#dad#half#custody#empty
Dokidokimagic
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Dokidokimagic
14/F
Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 1:45 AM UTC
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