Abandoned in every manner
I sleep in a shallow pool of blood
Every correction possible made
Clarity never came at such a price—
Between loans, loss and black livery
My mission was clear
From obsession I rose again
But when will I return to ashes?—
Familar visions I found solace in
Sent familiar fear through my veins
Created only from a life of necessary impurity
To create the new dogma I now adopt—
I stand before what I once rejected
With no choice but to embrace it with open arms
And in that I retreat again
So that I too shall return to the dust I once was—
Paradise, 2018
Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 6:22 AM UTC
Abandoned in every manner
I sleep in a shallow pool of blood
Every correction possible made
Clarity never came at such a price—
Between loans, loss and black livery
My mission was clear
From obsession I rose again
But when will I return to ashes?—
Familar visions I found solace in
Sent familiar fear through my veins
Created only from a life of necessary impurity
To create the new dogma I now adopt—
I stand before what I once rejected
With no choice but to embrace it with open arms
And in that I retreat again
So that I too shall return to the dust I once was—
Paradise, 2018
