It feels like this.
When you're sinking further into the ocean
And all you can see is the sharks and the snakes
And you can only move with the shaking of finger tips
All the regret and could habe beens,
The should habe beens al wish I could be younger
Drags you further down
Until you're sea level of the floor
The coral and seaweed wraps you up.
Every scream of a name or two or three escapes
And travels to the surface to even
Being ignored by the seagulls
Or you're alone,
Soaking wet in your room
Can't even look at a mirror
Because every inch of you screams
Liability
Putting listings out for guys that aren't it but
Are a bigger picture of it all
But wanting to put a hit out
For your ownself
Make it easy, messy free.
A bullet to the head,
Three months to tell all them you tried.
Because you did.
You tried being kind enough,
Skinny and perfect enough.
You tried until it really mattered.
And you let yourself go.
You break and bend and you wish
You'd ******* ****
To try again
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 3:14 AM UTC
It feels like this.
When you're sinking further into the ocean
And all you can see is the sharks and the snakes
And you can only move with the shaking of finger tips
All the regret and could habe beens,
The should habe beens al wish I could be younger
Drags you further down
Until you're sea level of the floor
The coral and seaweed wraps you up.
Every scream of a name or two or three escapes
And travels to the surface to even
Being ignored by the seagulls
Or you're alone,
Soaking wet in your room
Can't even look at a mirror
Because every inch of you screams
Liability
Putting listings out for guys that aren't it but
Are a bigger picture of it all
But wanting to put a hit out
For your ownself
Make it easy, messy free.
A bullet to the head,
Three months to tell all them you tried.
Because you did.
You tried being kind enough,
Skinny and perfect enough.
You tried until it really mattered.
And you let yourself go.
You break and bend and you wish
You'd ******* ****
To try again
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