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I’m really unhappy once again I’ve met some guys In the age range I want Online, in my area They ask to meet up But I can’t, I’m terrified Not because they are old, I’d be just as afraid to meet up with a guy my age But because I’m afraid I’ll spoil my fantasy What I want is carefully outlined in my head And if I meet a guy Who isn’t as cute in person Or doesn’t look like his picture Or just isn’t what I’ve imagined I’m afraid the most exciting feeling I have inside of me will die And I won’t like anyone And I won’t have anything to look forward to I don’t feel depressed often My anxiety is way worse and takes over But right now the hopelessness is drowning me My mind switches through different things to hate about myself and what I want Give up, you’ll never find real love Give up, you’d still be this unhappy at your healthiest weight Give up, it will never be a great as it is in your mind If it’s not him It won’t be your fantasy So quit bothering Just let things be You, alone Quit chasing people who would never chase after you No one will Not even the man you left for good, who is still in love with you Is that not proof enough?
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Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 4:58 PM UTC
Give Up
I’m really unhappy once again I’ve met some guys In the age range I want Online, in my area They ask to meet up But I can’t, I’m terrified Not because they are old, I’d be just as afraid to meet up with a guy my age But because I’m afraid I’ll spoil my fantasy What I want is carefully outlined in my head And if I meet a guy Who isn’t as cute in person Or doesn’t look like his picture Or just isn’t what I’ve imagined I’m afraid the most exciting feeling I have inside of me will die And I won’t like anyone And I won’t have anything to look forward to I don’t feel depressed often My anxiety is way worse and takes over But right now the hopelessness is drowning me My mind switches through different things to hate about myself and what I want Give up, you’ll never find real love Give up, you’d still be this unhappy at your healthiest weight Give up, it will never be a great as it is in your mind If it’s not him It won’t be your fantasy So quit bothering Just let things be You, alone Quit chasing people who would never chase after you No one will Not even the man you left for good, who is still in love with you Is that not proof enough?
#unhappy#give#up#giveup#depression#anxiety#lonely#loneliness#love#hurt
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AliveAgain
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Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 4:58 PM UTC
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