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Here comes that time again, the time to feel so ashamed. Again and again. This feeling takes no change, but why does it stay the same? That fraud, feigned smile tries to win me again in vain. Mistakes have been made and I just feel so drained. Stop linking your lies in an endless chain, wanting to confuse what is in my brain. Drop all this false pretense, dont you know its a weak defense? You know I dont like to blame but I just wish I could say the same. I am not a pawn in your stupid game or some dumb pet for you to tame. Oooooh.. ... I ... have ... Nothing to give. Everything to take. No time to live. only this heart to break. I wish I could just run away, learn how to stop being the prey.. But I live in this world, full of grey, with these feelings made of clay. I feel so ashamed. Again and again. Ooooooh... How I wish I could be strong again, Cut these chains of lies and feel again. Destroy those that keep me insane and control me in this delusional rain. I want to cure myself and stop the pain. Just forget you so I can change again. so I can finally stop being ashamed... Again.
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Sep 26, 2024
Sep 26, 2024 at 11:26 AM UTC
Again
Here comes that time again, the time to feel so ashamed. Again and again. This feeling takes no change, but why does it stay the same? That fraud, feigned smile tries to win me again in vain. Mistakes have been made and I just feel so drained. Stop linking your lies in an endless chain, wanting to confuse what is in my brain. Drop all this false pretense, dont you know its a weak defense? You know I dont like to blame but I just wish I could say the same. I am not a pawn in your stupid game or some dumb pet for you to tame. Oooooh.. ... I ... have ... Nothing to give. Everything to take. No time to live. only this heart to break. I wish I could just run away, learn how to stop being the prey.. But I live in this world, full of grey, with these feelings made of clay. I feel so ashamed. Again and again. Ooooooh... How I wish I could be strong again, Cut these chains of lies and feel again. Destroy those that keep me insane and control me in this delusional rain. I want to cure myself and stop the pain. Just forget you so I can change again. so I can finally stop being ashamed... Again.
#betrayal
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Sep 26, 2024
Sep 26, 2024 at 11:26 AM UTC
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