So many year later
and I stll keep trying
to wake up just one night
without all this crying
More dreams of us
laying in bed
Smelling your hair
Stroking your head
Why did God grant me
a second chance with you
Couldnt he have waited
Till I was a worthy boo
Maybe he was just trying
To show me a better way
Yet the deamons in me
threw it all away.
Those deamons feel gone
My head again is clear
Yet I just lack direction
Because i cant hold you near
I thought being with you
sounded so neat
Its all i ever wanted
to make life complete
So i crawl back under
these tear soaked covers
Having to hold on to the dream
That we will once again be lovers.
But that is so selfish of me
This i do know
Please God make it happen
Or help me let go.
Everyone says you must first
love yourself to be filled with glee
But what if all i ever really needed
was to be with my Marilee
I know how to make you leave
But how do i let you go
I will always be haunted
for turning our sunshine into snow
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 6:52 PM UTC
So many year later
and I stll keep trying
to wake up just one night
without all this crying
More dreams of us
laying in bed
Smelling your hair
Stroking your head
Why did God grant me
a second chance with you
Couldnt he have waited
Till I was a worthy boo
Maybe he was just trying
To show me a better way
Yet the deamons in me
threw it all away.
Those deamons feel gone
My head again is clear
Yet I just lack direction
Because i cant hold you near
I thought being with you
sounded so neat
Its all i ever wanted
to make life complete
So i crawl back under
these tear soaked covers
Having to hold on to the dream
That we will once again be lovers.
But that is so selfish of me
This i do know
Please God make it happen
Or help me let go.
Everyone says you must first
love yourself to be filled with glee
But what if all i ever really needed
was to be with my Marilee
I know how to make you leave
But how do i let you go
I will always be haunted
for turning our sunshine into snow
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