12 was a punching bag
****** the other direction
eyes closed, uncontrolled
breaking down each fibre
13 was self-hatred
competition turned cruel
replacing his hand with mine
trying to peel the fat away
14 was tornadoes
clouding all vision
unsure where to turn
chaos in the aftermath
15 was betrayal
perfection not cracked
however hard I try
why could nobody see?
16 was manipulation
lust lists marked as friendship
number six he said
others just a picture
17 was spoonfeeding
syrupy silver words
up and down
all that work for him
18 is unclear
speckled and sparkled
not shiny and new
but trying to fit the puzzle
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 2:08 AM UTC
12 was a punching bag
****** the other direction
eyes closed, uncontrolled
breaking down each fibre
13 was self-hatred
competition turned cruel
replacing his hand with mine
trying to peel the fat away
14 was tornadoes
clouding all vision
unsure where to turn
chaos in the aftermath
15 was betrayal
perfection not cracked
however hard I try
why could nobody see?
16 was manipulation
lust lists marked as friendship
number six he said
others just a picture
17 was spoonfeeding
syrupy silver words
up and down
all that work for him
18 is unclear
speckled and sparkled
not shiny and new
but trying to fit the puzzle
