I associate crushes with dread
A sinking feeling
Even as a child, choosing a crush was a source of anxiety
I chose the boys I wanted to skateboard like
And steal the smiles of
That's not exactly true
I'm retroactively choosing information to fit my current narrative
I'll try again
We all want to be liked
And feeling like one of the guys
And liking those same guys
Has always been entwined for me
There's electricity for me in that safety
Jan 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 at 11:43 PM UTC
I associate crushes with dread
A sinking feeling
Even as a child, choosing a crush was a source of anxiety
I chose the boys I wanted to skateboard like
And steal the smiles of
That's not exactly true
I'm retroactively choosing information to fit my current narrative
I'll try again
We all want to be liked
And feeling like one of the guys
And liking those same guys
Has always been entwined for me
There's electricity for me in that safety
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