Sometimes I hate myself,
when i'm lonely
and no one's around.
When I was younger,
Mommy used to call me a ******
Daddy used to call me dense
and then punch me harsh as an addict, addicted
me to pain.
I Used to wrap cords around my neck,
take lines to an addled brain:
crazy with masochistic Peter Rabbits,
tangling up their ears,
in mangled mesh wrapping.
Take sleeping pills till
I couldn't sleep ever again, from all the nightmares I was having.
But Mommy still laughed,
Daddy still hawked.
******* cry.
Don't tell your mother I'm drinking.
So no,
I can only love in one way.
Sep 7, 2012
Sep 7, 2012 at 11:28 PM UTC
Sometimes I hate myself,
when i'm lonely
and no one's around.
When I was younger,
Mommy used to call me a ******
Daddy used to call me dense
and then punch me harsh as an addict, addicted
me to pain.
I Used to wrap cords around my neck,
take lines to an addled brain:
crazy with masochistic Peter Rabbits,
tangling up their ears,
in mangled mesh wrapping.
Take sleeping pills till
I couldn't sleep ever again, from all the nightmares I was having.
But Mommy still laughed,
Daddy still hawked.
******* cry.
Don't tell your mother I'm drinking.
So no,
I can only love in one way.
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