I feel present but not actually there. I go to a party and watch as everyone walks by. everyone passes and when someoen finally says hello I reply only as mere response mechanism "hello." I might carry a conversation but I still feel empty. that is the worst. feeling alone in a crowded room. will I ever feel present again? I'd like to hope so yes, but sadly ever since you left, I guess you took that with you as well.
Dec 24, 2017
Dec 24, 2017 at 1:55 AM UTC
I feel present but not actually there. I go to a party and watch as everyone walks by. everyone passes and when someoen finally says hello I reply only as mere response mechanism "hello." I might carry a conversation but I still feel empty. that is the worst. feeling alone in a crowded room. will I ever feel present again? I'd like to hope so yes, but sadly ever since you left, I guess you took that with you as well.