I woke up this morning
Only to be able to tell my friends that
I’m okay
I ate today
Only to show everyone that
I’m not trying to lose weight
I did my homework this evening
Only to show my parents that
I’m fine
I laughed at dinner
Only to say that
I can make it
I tried to sleep
But I couldn’t
That’s the one thing that I couldn’t fake
I don’t know how to fake it
I can’t fake it
Everytime I look at the couch
I think
“You should be here”
Everytime I get in the car
I almost start to cry
Thinking how you died
Today I found out about your death
I didn’t cry
Only because I didn’t want to show any weakness
Today I went to your funeral
I didn’t see you
Or anyone that I knew
I saw my mother
Not for long though
As I left the home,
I caught a sight of you
Saying,
“You’ll be fine dear. Trust me.”
Today I cried
But only to show that to be strong
You have to show your weakness
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 9:26 AM UTC
I woke up this morning
Only to be able to tell my friends that
I’m okay
I ate today
Only to show everyone that
I’m not trying to lose weight
I did my homework this evening
Only to show my parents that
I’m fine
I laughed at dinner
Only to say that
I can make it
I tried to sleep
But I couldn’t
That’s the one thing that I couldn’t fake
I don’t know how to fake it
I can’t fake it
Everytime I look at the couch
I think
“You should be here”
Everytime I get in the car
I almost start to cry
Thinking how you died
Today I found out about your death
I didn’t cry
Only because I didn’t want to show any weakness
Today I went to your funeral
I didn’t see you
Or anyone that I knew
I saw my mother
Not for long though
As I left the home,
I caught a sight of you
Saying,
“You’ll be fine dear. Trust me.”
Today I cried
But only to show that to be strong
You have to show your weakness