A while back
I talked about
crunch time.
and in all honesty
it really wasnt that
long ago
that I cared.
but I
dont
anymore. Not
because
its what
I decided
consciously. But
more so
it was just
one of those things
that
happened.
the dreaded month
is here.
and nothing
is how
I presumed
it would be.
instead of being
scared
or
sad
or
anything
expected,
normal -
i dont care.
I feel empty
and unemotional,
which is
weird
for me.
typically,
feeling
is all that I know how to do.
I guess that's gone,
too.
Aug 6, 2012
Aug 6, 2012 at 2:50 AM UTC
A while back
I talked about
crunch time.
and in all honesty
it really wasnt that
long ago
that I cared.
but I
dont
anymore. Not
because
its what
I decided
consciously. But
more so
it was just
one of those things
that
happened.
the dreaded month
is here.
and nothing
is how
I presumed
it would be.
instead of being
scared
or
sad
or
anything
expected,
normal -
i dont care.
I feel empty
and unemotional,
which is
weird
for me.
typically,
feeling
is all that I know how to do.
I guess that's gone,
too.