Hardly seems real
Staring straight, eyes dilated slightly
Finding that the back of my throat
Is constricting
Unhindered
The light is shining through
Its burning up this trash
That clouds my better judgement
And I'm left choking on fumes
Just one word too far it seems
I just watched you dash my deepest dreams
With a callous disregard reserved
For the ignorant
Now I stand before you here
Stupefied
Everything I once held dear
You've broken in my hands
Left speechless
Motionless
You know I tried to mend every loose end
But there's no coming back from this
Left empty
You trashed my only plan
The words we held onto
Are falling from my grip as the cracks begin to show
The reflection
Of the truth i used to know
You're every little seam that deep inside of me
Kept the rest from showing
We unravel
Even as you start to scream,
traitor to the cause, I guess that's how you see me
Then that's what I have to become
And you don't notice
What we've both become
Nothing we loved changed at all
It's us with wandering hearts
And now we've strayed too far
I won't go on
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 4:17 AM UTC
Hardly seems real
Staring straight, eyes dilated slightly
Finding that the back of my throat
Is constricting
Unhindered
The light is shining through
Its burning up this trash
That clouds my better judgement
And I'm left choking on fumes
Just one word too far it seems
I just watched you dash my deepest dreams
With a callous disregard reserved
For the ignorant
Now I stand before you here
Stupefied
Everything I once held dear
You've broken in my hands
Left speechless
Motionless
You know I tried to mend every loose end
But there's no coming back from this
Left empty
You trashed my only plan
The words we held onto
Are falling from my grip as the cracks begin to show
The reflection
Of the truth i used to know
You're every little seam that deep inside of me
Kept the rest from showing
We unravel
Even as you start to scream,
traitor to the cause, I guess that's how you see me
Then that's what I have to become
And you don't notice
What we've both become
Nothing we loved changed at all
It's us with wandering hearts
And now we've strayed too far
I won't go on
