a mockingbird strips the night
of quiet
opens a portal in my soul
to let what was in out
and
what was out in
to make an exchange of balances
just so does the cave Lechuguilla
**** air through her ******
in the desert near Carlsbad
balancing air pressure
in great ******** puffs that make her moan
like a lover satisfied
or perhaps not
perhaps she groans and sighs
for the **** of her million-year solitude
for the loss of her art-full loneness
perhaps Lechuguilla sounds
to stem the contagion of sobs
daily growing in her heart
each sob feeding off the one before
marking like guideposts
the descent she now takes into oblivion
searching searching
searching for herself
the story of a princess
scratches at the edge of my mind
a princess whose ability was as rare
as the sight of an egret flying against the star-crusted night
she mounted to the roof of her palace
each night there to repose
to light the whole city
with her radiance
everything begins in the imagined
you donned your suit of lights
to woo me from myself
to court my innocence from its cave
now head down pawing dust into fog
I charge bristling and snorting threats
through my nose
you beautiful in light-catching suit
send my barbs like adorned words
into my flesh and soul
I bleed the last of my happiness down my back
into the dry soil
of our We
our glances nick then slide away
drawing more passion
to coagulate in tidal pools at our feet
I cannot be your imaginal woman
I am my own
I speak in wordchunks like charcoal
hiding fire within
I beat my rhythms to music you do not hear
because you have no reck of me
c. 1994/2017 Roberta Compton Rainwater
Oct 11, 2017
Oct 11, 2017 at 4:53 PM UTC
a mockingbird strips the night
of quiet
opens a portal in my soul
to let what was in out
and
what was out in
to make an exchange of balances
just so does the cave Lechuguilla
**** air through her ******
in the desert near Carlsbad
balancing air pressure
in great ******** puffs that make her moan
like a lover satisfied
or perhaps not
perhaps she groans and sighs
for the **** of her million-year solitude
for the loss of her art-full loneness
perhaps Lechuguilla sounds
to stem the contagion of sobs
daily growing in her heart
each sob feeding off the one before
marking like guideposts
the descent she now takes into oblivion
searching searching
searching for herself
the story of a princess
scratches at the edge of my mind
a princess whose ability was as rare
as the sight of an egret flying against the star-crusted night
she mounted to the roof of her palace
each night there to repose
to light the whole city
with her radiance
everything begins in the imagined
you donned your suit of lights
to woo me from myself
to court my innocence from its cave
now head down pawing dust into fog
I charge bristling and snorting threats
through my nose
you beautiful in light-catching suit
send my barbs like adorned words
into my flesh and soul
I bleed the last of my happiness down my back
into the dry soil
of our We
our glances nick then slide away
drawing more passion
to coagulate in tidal pools at our feet
I cannot be your imaginal woman
I am my own
I speak in wordchunks like charcoal
hiding fire within
I beat my rhythms to music you do not hear
because you have no reck of me
c. 1994/2017 Roberta Compton Rainwater
Lechuguilla is pronounced letch-oo-gee-ya
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