A broken body abused over the years,
It is not just the physical pain that I fear.
It is the relentless agony in my head,
wanting only to hide in bed.
Looking for a way to releive the pain
body and mind torchered the same.
It hurts so much, all the time,
Does no use to sit and whine.
I have been patient and I have given many things a try,
results to 12 to 18 needles a week that make me cry.
It will get better just hang in,
I'm like a fish with a broken fin.
Can't swim, sinking to the depths of the sea,
No one can help it is only up to me
left alone to suffer, too proud to shout out
the pain rips through me ripping me apart.
The day has ended and I once again wonder,
Should I keep trying, striking like thunder?
Or do I say enough is enough, I have sufford far too long,
I am tired and exhausted, and it is hard to carry on.
This is not personal,I love you so dear,
please understand when the time is near.
Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 7:31 AM UTC
A broken body abused over the years,
It is not just the physical pain that I fear.
It is the relentless agony in my head,
wanting only to hide in bed.
Looking for a way to releive the pain
body and mind torchered the same.
It hurts so much, all the time,
Does no use to sit and whine.
I have been patient and I have given many things a try,
results to 12 to 18 needles a week that make me cry.
It will get better just hang in,
I'm like a fish with a broken fin.
Can't swim, sinking to the depths of the sea,
No one can help it is only up to me
left alone to suffer, too proud to shout out
the pain rips through me ripping me apart.
The day has ended and I once again wonder,
Should I keep trying, striking like thunder?
Or do I say enough is enough, I have sufford far too long,
I am tired and exhausted, and it is hard to carry on.
This is not personal,I love you so dear,
please understand when the time is near.