but it wasn't just losing you
it was losing out on all the memories to-be
like your mother's fortieth birthday
your baby cousin's first day at school
your uncle's wedding (i'd already picked out my clothes)
it meant missing you at my graduation
and you never seeing my little sister grow
never tasted the fresh morning brew my dad makes
or listening to my mom recite
losing you wasn't just losing you
it was losing everything around you
and in a way,
it meant losing myself too.
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 5:41 PM UTC
but it wasn't just losing you
it was losing out on all the memories to-be
like your mother's fortieth birthday
your baby cousin's first day at school
your uncle's wedding (i'd already picked out my clothes)
it meant missing you at my graduation
and you never seeing my little sister grow
never tasted the fresh morning brew my dad makes
or listening to my mom recite
losing you wasn't just losing you
it was losing everything around you
and in a way,
it meant losing myself too.
