I'm captured
Captivated
The dimly lit room holds us
Locks the outside world to our own
Neuroses
We lick the faint fragile moments of
Tender
He's with another
He doesn't hold her body
Like he held mine
He looks away while she squirms
Giggles
Claws
He sits at the edge of the bed
Back toward her torso
While I lay
Legs spread
Waiting for the daylight to
Wake up the realism
The ideology
Memories of why you refuse
To exist for me
Why our bodies seem to
Slip into the same glazed over rhythmic patterns
absorbed
Stumbling
My own lips pining for
A mind of their own
A mind free of how it felt to be
Eaten alive
Stashed aside
An independent ignorance
of your design.
Sep 4, 2017
Sep 4, 2017 at 2:47 AM UTC
I'm captured
Captivated
The dimly lit room holds us
Locks the outside world to our own
Neuroses
We lick the faint fragile moments of
Tender
He's with another
He doesn't hold her body
Like he held mine
He looks away while she squirms
Giggles
Claws
He sits at the edge of the bed
Back toward her torso
While I lay
Legs spread
Waiting for the daylight to
Wake up the realism
The ideology
Memories of why you refuse
To exist for me
Why our bodies seem to
Slip into the same glazed over rhythmic patterns
absorbed
Stumbling
My own lips pining for
A mind of their own
A mind free of how it felt to be
Eaten alive
Stashed aside
An independent ignorance
of your design.
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