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*It's been a while, and yes, I still wonder why. I wonder why He made all these things happen. I wonder why He even let us meet at one point in our lives. I wonder why He made us feel what we felt before we decided to feel nothing at all. I wonder why He led us towards each other when we weren't even looking at our way, then all of a sudden, He pulled him back in and made me alone again. I did not understand a thing. I did not see any sign. I did not like the sound of my tears. I did not like the way we said good bye. I kept on asking why. I kept on singing our old songs. I kept on browsing through our old photos. I kept on wondering why He made me cry for you so. I kept on breaking my heart. I kept on standing on a dry, cracked ground. I kept on saying that I wouldn't mind, but after all this time, all I realized... If it matters more than anything else, it could've made sense now. And that hit me deep inside. Because even when I say that we all heal in time, I knew I still can't love anyone, when my heart has long died.*
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Nov 11, 2017
Nov 11, 2017 at 11:27 AM UTC
Sad Notes # 1: Never Heals
*It's been a while, and yes, I still wonder why. I wonder why He made all these things happen. I wonder why He even let us meet at one point in our lives. I wonder why He made us feel what we felt before we decided to feel nothing at all. I wonder why He led us towards each other when we weren't even looking at our way, then all of a sudden, He pulled him back in and made me alone again. I did not understand a thing. I did not see any sign. I did not like the sound of my tears. I did not like the way we said good bye. I kept on asking why. I kept on singing our old songs. I kept on browsing through our old photos. I kept on wondering why He made me cry for you so. I kept on breaking my heart. I kept on standing on a dry, cracked ground. I kept on saying that I wouldn't mind, but after all this time, all I realized... If it matters more than anything else, it could've made sense now. And that hit me deep inside. Because even when I say that we all heal in time, I knew I still can't love anyone, when my heart has long died.*
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Nov 11, 2017
Nov 11, 2017 at 11:27 AM UTC
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