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I can feel my halo Dimming I can feel my tolerance Slimming I can feel my sanity rot in this Forever stagnant state I'm Sitting I can feel the madness Ripping Holes of confusion in my Heart I can feel the courage crawl to Fool me alone in the Dark But where the **** am I? Search for shadows in the light So easily could I just hate But I suppress what none dare take Let the tears soften the break Coping illudes as release I pray for the real fall I pray to end it all They say to get it off my chest Let my burdens find some rest But I take comfort in the hope One day my cares will ******* Choke I could feel you spitting every Insolent complaint Hammering like nails in my Tolerance I swallow hard Push down impulsiveness Caution can be a burden Praised as wisdom's yoke Yet, so can capriciousness So I sit back and choke So where the **** am I? Anxiety is too **** high So easily could I just break But an act of risk The fence won't take Just sit there and Equivocate Coping illudes as release I pray for the real fall I pray to end it all They say to get it off my chest Let my burdens find some rest But I take comfort in the hope One day my cares will ******* Choke Sitting pretty on the fence Next to indecisiveness And he tells me "Here, there is no right or wrong. In the grey is where you belong." So I look to either side and They're all living their lives Doing what they feel is right until they die And here I am alone Wasting away as I Erode And I realize I'll never live at all. So who the **** am I? Risk is the breath of life So easily could I just wait Second guess and hesitate But there's no freedom in a place Where coping illudes as release
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Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 2:09 AM UTC
Choke
I can feel my halo Dimming I can feel my tolerance Slimming I can feel my sanity rot in this Forever stagnant state I'm Sitting I can feel the madness Ripping Holes of confusion in my Heart I can feel the courage crawl to Fool me alone in the Dark But where the **** am I? Search for shadows in the light So easily could I just hate But I suppress what none dare take Let the tears soften the break Coping illudes as release I pray for the real fall I pray to end it all They say to get it off my chest Let my burdens find some rest But I take comfort in the hope One day my cares will ******* Choke I could feel you spitting every Insolent complaint Hammering like nails in my Tolerance I swallow hard Push down impulsiveness Caution can be a burden Praised as wisdom's yoke Yet, so can capriciousness So I sit back and choke So where the **** am I? Anxiety is too **** high So easily could I just break But an act of risk The fence won't take Just sit there and Equivocate Coping illudes as release I pray for the real fall I pray to end it all They say to get it off my chest Let my burdens find some rest But I take comfort in the hope One day my cares will ******* Choke Sitting pretty on the fence Next to indecisiveness And he tells me "Here, there is no right or wrong. In the grey is where you belong." So I look to either side and They're all living their lives Doing what they feel is right until they die And here I am alone Wasting away as I Erode And I realize I'll never live at all. So who the **** am I? Risk is the breath of life So easily could I just wait Second guess and hesitate But there's no freedom in a place Where coping illudes as release
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Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 2:09 AM UTC
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