it's being alone
it's being judged
by shallow people
who think my worth negatively correlates
with my pant size
it's knowing that isn't true
but secretly thinking I deserve this
as if somehow my outsides reflect my insides
it's being so concerned with making myself better
that I'm making myself worse
it means I have to try harder
to be better at school
to make more people laugh
because I can't rely on looks
I can't just be me
because my fat defines me
Jun 4, 2012
Jun 4, 2012 at 9:11 PM UTC
it's being alone
it's being judged
by shallow people
who think my worth negatively correlates
with my pant size
it's knowing that isn't true
but secretly thinking I deserve this
as if somehow my outsides reflect my insides
it's being so concerned with making myself better
that I'm making myself worse
it means I have to try harder
to be better at school
to make more people laugh
because I can't rely on looks
I can't just be me
because my fat defines me
