*when i was three
i dreamt myself naked
on stage
before a great audience laughing
in the glare of stardust
i was horrified
no doubt the beginning
of a need to cover up
thus
the birth of a liar
my soul and destiny
a terminating lotus bud
nocturnal pulse
a tarnished soul
shuddering in a cave
what i do
a veiled secret
am i despicable ?
being what i should not be
loving what i should not love
wanting what i should not want
and then i discovered you
disguised
will you come out
and be who you shouldn't be
but are
take what you shouldn't want
but crave
and love what you shouldn't love
but die without
im here
frightened and exposed
aghast and in love
waiting for you*
Jul 30, 2017
Jul 30, 2017 at 12:25 PM UTC
*when i was three
i dreamt myself naked
on stage
before a great audience laughing
in the glare of stardust
i was horrified
no doubt the beginning
of a need to cover up
thus
the birth of a liar
my soul and destiny
a terminating lotus bud
nocturnal pulse
a tarnished soul
shuddering in a cave
what i do
a veiled secret
am i despicable ?
being what i should not be
loving what i should not love
wanting what i should not want
and then i discovered you
disguised
will you come out
and be who you shouldn't be
but are
take what you shouldn't want
but crave
and love what you shouldn't love
but die without
im here
frightened and exposed
aghast and in love
waiting for you*
