The abhorrence lived deep within me
Consumed so many injurious verses from the world
I never cared yet about what they thought of me
Seemed to be strong but truth be told I got affected
I lied to myself that I would never let them change me
Tried getting rid of the pain by soaking my pillow with tears
Lay on a bed resting my hurting soul
The pain was too much now and I broke
The abhorrence within me has been unleashed
The sweet little guy all covered in costumes of the devil
Shrilling sound of my voice roaring far away like that of a lion
I am not whom I used to be simply because of the world
A monster is who I seem to be nowadays
I hate every moment of this soul
Smiling seems to be my stranger
I don’t know how to accept him as a friend
The fury within me drives away many souls I wish to have
All I have to do is accept that the world transformed me
Took everything of mine and sold my name to the devil
The abhorrence within me makes my life miserable
Jul 28, 2017
Jul 28, 2017 at 2:36 AM UTC
The abhorrence lived deep within me
Consumed so many injurious verses from the world
I never cared yet about what they thought of me
Seemed to be strong but truth be told I got affected
I lied to myself that I would never let them change me
Tried getting rid of the pain by soaking my pillow with tears
Lay on a bed resting my hurting soul
The pain was too much now and I broke
The abhorrence within me has been unleashed
The sweet little guy all covered in costumes of the devil
Shrilling sound of my voice roaring far away like that of a lion
I am not whom I used to be simply because of the world
A monster is who I seem to be nowadays
I hate every moment of this soul
Smiling seems to be my stranger
I don’t know how to accept him as a friend
The fury within me drives away many souls I wish to have
All I have to do is accept that the world transformed me
Took everything of mine and sold my name to the devil
The abhorrence within me makes my life miserable
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