heavy paper won't float in the wind
or drown in the water
or give me papercuts like
thin paper does
i have never put my trust in a thing as much as i did my moleskin. her heavy paper called me to come clean and divulge within.
heavy paper looks me in the eye and swears to listen
heavy paper's blankness glistens
and won't i hurt her less tonight? give her less truth? give her less feeling? more imagination too?
heaviness, she's more like sturdiness, she doesn't crumple under my weight
she doesn't mind at all
that i don't know how to start a blank slate
she keeps me in her. my stories, my fears, my secrets.
i owe her all my gratitude.
but sometimes
the more she knows the more i remember the more
i need to tear her up to forget
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 7:05 PM UTC
heavy paper won't float in the wind
or drown in the water
or give me papercuts like
thin paper does
i have never put my trust in a thing as much as i did my moleskin. her heavy paper called me to come clean and divulge within.
heavy paper looks me in the eye and swears to listen
heavy paper's blankness glistens
and won't i hurt her less tonight? give her less truth? give her less feeling? more imagination too?
heaviness, she's more like sturdiness, she doesn't crumple under my weight
she doesn't mind at all
that i don't know how to start a blank slate
she keeps me in her. my stories, my fears, my secrets.
i owe her all my gratitude.
but sometimes
the more she knows the more i remember the more
i need to tear her up to forget
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