&maybe; we are all empty,
useless and nothingness. To follow suit,
I've grown so irreparably damaged that a thousand cigarettes,
a dozen tiny pills could do
no
good to ease the 'average' that we all
are prone to, that the media pretends to abhor. No other
kiss could take my breath the way this does and
now I see what losing
really
does to me; an imperceptible toll is the thing to tell me truth.
We're all breaking
but we keep it confidential.
Too many months down the road and
I'm
utterly useless. Fifty pages of attempts at art are nothing with
the way the average thrive on 'creativity.'
Every hour, I refine and redefine coping as
shying away from all but rage and substance.
Anyone who touches my skin could say I
radiate the caption 'I
still
hate You' and I cling to that.
We've always said that hate hurts better than
anything else. You and I have
heard this from eachother, so many thought
through syllables aimed to ease everything that does
not look like reconstruction.
&I; still proudly prove to every pair of ears
that hear me that I do not
and I never needed you
here.
May 23, 2012
May 23, 2012 at 4:33 PM UTC
&maybe; we are all empty,
useless and nothingness. To follow suit,
I've grown so irreparably damaged that a thousand cigarettes,
a dozen tiny pills could do
no
good to ease the 'average' that we all
are prone to, that the media pretends to abhor. No other
kiss could take my breath the way this does and
now I see what losing
really
does to me; an imperceptible toll is the thing to tell me truth.
We're all breaking
but we keep it confidential.
Too many months down the road and
I'm
utterly useless. Fifty pages of attempts at art are nothing with
the way the average thrive on 'creativity.'
Every hour, I refine and redefine coping as
shying away from all but rage and substance.
Anyone who touches my skin could say I
radiate the caption 'I
still
hate You' and I cling to that.
We've always said that hate hurts better than
anything else. You and I have
heard this from eachother, so many thought
through syllables aimed to ease everything that does
not look like reconstruction.
&I; still proudly prove to every pair of ears
that hear me that I do not
and I never needed you
here.
