I am so in love
with the idea of normal
That it is so ******* sick
And you,
with your shiny, naive smile,
Are the epitome of untainted
And it makes me want to *****
how desperately
I crave to push you to the edge
To push you as far as I can
and see
If you will crumble to ashes in my hands
Or perhaps you will trip off the abyss
and try
To drag me down to hell with you
But hell is the domain
that I call my own
One I have been praying to sink back into
And I am so in love
with the idea of normal
And I don't want to say that it isn't you
Because it is you
with your wonderfully ordinary concerns
None of which have to do with the voices
Private voices
sweet voices
Incorporeal people I keep locked in my head
These thoughts
are ones you'll never have
And I am so in love with the idea of normal
That I've been sick dozens of times
simply from the thought
That I might be in love with you
Jul 23, 2017
Jul 23, 2017 at 2:37 PM UTC
I am so in love
with the idea of normal
That it is so ******* sick
And you,
with your shiny, naive smile,
Are the epitome of untainted
And it makes me want to *****
how desperately
I crave to push you to the edge
To push you as far as I can
and see
If you will crumble to ashes in my hands
Or perhaps you will trip off the abyss
and try
To drag me down to hell with you
But hell is the domain
that I call my own
One I have been praying to sink back into
And I am so in love
with the idea of normal
And I don't want to say that it isn't you
Because it is you
with your wonderfully ordinary concerns
None of which have to do with the voices
Private voices
sweet voices
Incorporeal people I keep locked in my head
These thoughts
are ones you'll never have
And I am so in love with the idea of normal
That I've been sick dozens of times
simply from the thought
That I might be in love with you
