I've confined the greatest hits of Marx
to a playlist
and periodically map over them with dull,
grasping eyes, when desperate for talking points
or anti-capitalism ideation
The works of Bukowski, Poe, Emerson,
tethered to my fingertips where I can stave
them off enough to hold concept
but unearth no meaning
I can pull and manipulate quotes
like nobody's business
I googled Sigmund Freud once
because I forgot how to spell his name
If photos could become life
and give justice to experience and wealth,
I would be Frank Lloyd Wright
If John Muir had an iPhone,
he would be as distracted and rooted
Somehow he died surrounded by angels
at the advent of advertising and public relations;
Emily Dickinson would have been
an Instagram model and romanticized
mental illness
I gasp in admiration and nostalgia
at Rockwell, but that world never existed
beyond his oil, canvas and scope
If the people that wrote the history books
had to read them, they would be
as insatiable as me.
All we are is illusions of aesthetics
to one another
Trapped in the vaguely perfect candor
of rehearsed moments
Tripped up and mired in perspective
because we aren't as lost as they
Only lost to ourselves
The library of my mind relies
on binary communication,
programmed in arbitration
And inside, there's a small child
whose heart still desires to play
But he's overwhelmed and crying for help
In the corner, a yearning spirit
is steadfast and pacified
Forming a benchmark of baseline bullet points
Wrought with cynicism
I am not smart
I am not profound
I am not layered
I am not organic
I am not the next great American anything
Jul 1, 2017
Jul 1, 2017 at 8:23 PM UTC
I've confined the greatest hits of Marx
to a playlist
and periodically map over them with dull,
grasping eyes, when desperate for talking points
or anti-capitalism ideation
The works of Bukowski, Poe, Emerson,
tethered to my fingertips where I can stave
them off enough to hold concept
but unearth no meaning
I can pull and manipulate quotes
like nobody's business
I googled Sigmund Freud once
because I forgot how to spell his name
If photos could become life
and give justice to experience and wealth,
I would be Frank Lloyd Wright
If John Muir had an iPhone,
he would be as distracted and rooted
Somehow he died surrounded by angels
at the advent of advertising and public relations;
Emily Dickinson would have been
an Instagram model and romanticized
mental illness
I gasp in admiration and nostalgia
at Rockwell, but that world never existed
beyond his oil, canvas and scope
If the people that wrote the history books
had to read them, they would be
as insatiable as me.
All we are is illusions of aesthetics
to one another
Trapped in the vaguely perfect candor
of rehearsed moments
Tripped up and mired in perspective
because we aren't as lost as they
Only lost to ourselves
The library of my mind relies
on binary communication,
programmed in arbitration
And inside, there's a small child
whose heart still desires to play
But he's overwhelmed and crying for help
In the corner, a yearning spirit
is steadfast and pacified
Forming a benchmark of baseline bullet points
Wrought with cynicism
I am not smart
I am not profound
I am not layered
I am not organic
I am not the next great American anything
