What is this cruelty?
That I look through the lense
My heart stuck somewhere
between my gut and oesophagus
Bile of revulation and loss
Tethering in my mouth
***** of pain
Streaming from my blistered tongue
Stomach acids burning my insides
Wrinkles mapping the milestones of my life
I weep on nights like this
The ones that remind me
Of what once was
Oh what could have been
And what till never come to pass
What will be
Is my heart will shatter a million
Times over
Thinking of your smile
And laughter
Just 31536000 seconds ago
I miss you till the pain quakes
My every
apoptotic
Necrotic,
Programmed
Cell death
It's already gone
These are rattling bones
An empty cage
Because, without you
I am just -
A
Dead
Body
Breathing
Jun 25, 2017
Jun 25, 2017 at 11:28 PM UTC
What is this cruelty?
That I look through the lense
My heart stuck somewhere
between my gut and oesophagus
Bile of revulation and loss
Tethering in my mouth
***** of pain
Streaming from my blistered tongue
Stomach acids burning my insides
Wrinkles mapping the milestones of my life
I weep on nights like this
The ones that remind me
Of what once was
Oh what could have been
And what till never come to pass
What will be
Is my heart will shatter a million
Times over
Thinking of your smile
And laughter
Just 31536000 seconds ago
I miss you till the pain quakes
My every
apoptotic
Necrotic,
Programmed
Cell death
It's already gone
These are rattling bones
An empty cage
Because, without you
I am just -
A
Dead
Body
Breathing
