even though
I so can’t wait
to **** this town
I know I’m supposed to
Be Here Now
I often detest
knowing everyone
and everyone also
knowing each other
craving the anonymity
of unfamiliar places
new spaces, discovery
coasting below radar
of expectations
of history
of who I
used to
be
every day
every drive
every place I go by
is dusted in memories
or rote routine
either yanking on
my heart strings
or lulling me into
monotonous sleep
but maybe
those two things
are just what I need
an ever-present challenge
to stay alert and in heart
remember the who
I was before
while becoming
the who I am
going to be
and if I can stay awake
clear, centered, grateful
to the new-now me
here, where it’s all so
seemingly same-old
I can do it
anywhere
so maybe
my problem is really
a perfect opportunity
Jun 2, 2017
Jun 2, 2017 at 2:04 PM UTC
even though
I so can’t wait
to **** this town
I know I’m supposed to
Be Here Now
I often detest
knowing everyone
and everyone also
knowing each other
craving the anonymity
of unfamiliar places
new spaces, discovery
coasting below radar
of expectations
of history
of who I
used to
be
every day
every drive
every place I go by
is dusted in memories
or rote routine
either yanking on
my heart strings
or lulling me into
monotonous sleep
but maybe
those two things
are just what I need
an ever-present challenge
to stay alert and in heart
remember the who
I was before
while becoming
the who I am
going to be
and if I can stay awake
clear, centered, grateful
to the new-now me
here, where it’s all so
seemingly same-old
I can do it
anywhere
so maybe
my problem is really
a perfect opportunity
