I told the priest
I wanted to be a nun.
He didn't smile at me
like Sister Bridget had done
when I told her
as if I’d told her a joke.
Sit down Martha
he said.
I sat down in the room
in the priest's house.
It smelt of polish
and pipe tobacco.
He had dark curly hair
and blue eyes
and a wide mouth.
He asked me
about my wanting
to be a nun
why and when
I first felt
the calling.
I told him
I loved the Crucified
loved seeing Him
and talking to Him often.
The priest looked at me
his eyes large
like cob-stoppers.
He said
I was too young yet
no religious order
will take a girl of 14.
I will be 15 soon
I said.
He raised
his thick eyebrows
and said
I’d have to wait
until I was at least 16.
**** me I mused
that's too long.
I never said
that to him
just put on
a disappointed face
like I do
if me ma tells me
to make me bed
and tidy me room.
If you have
a vocation
then you are
blessed by God
so you must wait
and study
and pray
he said.
When I crossed
over me leg
and showed
me thigh
he went red.
May 30, 2017
May 30, 2017 at 3:38 AM UTC
I told the priest
I wanted to be a nun.
He didn't smile at me
like Sister Bridget had done
when I told her
as if I’d told her a joke.
Sit down Martha
he said.
I sat down in the room
in the priest's house.
It smelt of polish
and pipe tobacco.
He had dark curly hair
and blue eyes
and a wide mouth.
He asked me
about my wanting
to be a nun
why and when
I first felt
the calling.
I told him
I loved the Crucified
loved seeing Him
and talking to Him often.
The priest looked at me
his eyes large
like cob-stoppers.
He said
I was too young yet
no religious order
will take a girl of 14.
I will be 15 soon
I said.
He raised
his thick eyebrows
and said
I’d have to wait
until I was at least 16.
**** me I mused
that's too long.
I never said
that to him
just put on
a disappointed face
like I do
if me ma tells me
to make me bed
and tidy me room.
If you have
a vocation
then you are
blessed by God
so you must wait
and study
and pray
he said.
When I crossed
over me leg
and showed
me thigh
he went red.
