***** den dreams
of laudanum and lace
visions of my pleasures
missing the aftertaste
sssh
listen and you can hear me sniffin
the sick cringe of addiction
on a binge with my affliction
healing what's crippled
with my own personal prescription
the sun goes down
the sun goes up
none of the chaos
ever goes away
chasing the idea of a real escape
a break from this life before it takes it's toll
breaking hopes taking dreams
and smothering my restless soul
bound and gagged
I say nothing
tied to a plate by eight white lines
and hushed by a drip
that robs my voice
that hush must be just the reason
I never paused even to ask myself if
I should stop
I realized I hurt
I realized I could forget
for a little while
I realized I found a way
I could breathe easy and smile
I realized it got out of control
I realized it went further than that
I realized it takes away everything that is me
but what the **** do I do
when I'm sober and
I realize this is reality
sssh listen
laudanum and lace
and everything tastes
like heaven
Apr 27, 2012
Apr 27, 2012 at 5:14 PM UTC
***** den dreams
of laudanum and lace
visions of my pleasures
missing the aftertaste
sssh
listen and you can hear me sniffin
the sick cringe of addiction
on a binge with my affliction
healing what's crippled
with my own personal prescription
the sun goes down
the sun goes up
none of the chaos
ever goes away
chasing the idea of a real escape
a break from this life before it takes it's toll
breaking hopes taking dreams
and smothering my restless soul
bound and gagged
I say nothing
tied to a plate by eight white lines
and hushed by a drip
that robs my voice
that hush must be just the reason
I never paused even to ask myself if
I should stop
I realized I hurt
I realized I could forget
for a little while
I realized I found a way
I could breathe easy and smile
I realized it got out of control
I realized it went further than that
I realized it takes away everything that is me
but what the **** do I do
when I'm sober and
I realize this is reality
sssh listen
laudanum and lace
and everything tastes
like heaven
